When I’m happy, I wait for the other shoe to drop. I have lived my life in this constant state of worrying about the next bad thing, and it’s terribly difficult for me to just enjoy the moment. I wish I could live a moment to the fullest, and not think about the consequences, and each day I try a bit harder to live in the day I’m living. It’s funny, because I am a person who definitely takes time to relax, but somehow, after the mind-absorbing thing is gone, I revert to worries about the future. Anxiety is my biggest frenemy, and I cannot ditch them.